A moonlit night is oft described as silvery, defined by a pale sickle or floating saucer illumining the blue-black sky. It can represent a comforting presence against dark uncertainties; a radiant yet cooler liquid shine than the gilded sunbeams that saturate our uncloudiest of days. As if cooked up in a steep homemade mountain still by a hillbilly brewmeister, spilled down upon the lands like the stuff of myth and fantasy, this lunar essence almost seems of magic origin. Rationally, scientifically, we know better. It is, however, fun to romanticize and fantasize and permit our imaginations to gambol with gleeful strides.
Such aspects are commonplace. Familiar. And there is value in that. There is trust and security. I myself am a sentimentalist. I hold traditions to be dear. I celebrate the symbolic and nostalgic. I cherish those fond little gestures and trademark expressions we share and repeat. But it is through the seeking of the uncommon that is found the true magic in life. That’s what makes the heart pound faster, or even skip for a breathtaking instant. Why settle for the usual when you can behold the rare shimmer and luster, the elusive claptrapping thundrous wonder that occurs but once in a blue moon?
I beseech you to step off the path of nonresistance and mediocrity. Wander without a road map. Trek uncharted territory beyond your expectations into the realm where all good things don’t have to end and truly do come to those who wait. Where there is life as opposed to mere existence. And dreams are more than ethereal in our minds, but can materialize as the most tangible and remarkable of substances or experiences.
Sadly, we spend too much of our time going through motions. Obeying regulations and traffic signals, following the herd, doing our duty, and trying to fit in. All of that is swell. If you’re a robot! Sure, some things are necessary. But it is just as important to live — like there are no rules!
Each of us has within a very special gift: a pulse. We can let it beat with even measured blips on a screen, or we can set it free to throb at will and dance like a flame with exuberant leaps. Take a chance, do the unconventional, be deliberately spontaneous for a change! Why the heck not?
Don’t paint by numbers. Don’t live inside the lines or keep your brain inside a box. Walk on moonbeams. Act silly. See things from a new perspective while standing on your head. Explore those out-of-the-way places that go overlooked and underseen in the general course and commotion of civilization. You might not need to go far, might not need a compass to discover something extraordinary. Sometimes you simply have to open your eyes a bit wider. Or look for what you didn’t know you wanted to find. That which surprises and astounds you, perhaps challenges your beliefs. Something you couldn’t imagine would mean everything!
If you are not touched by fancy, by whim, by a sense of peace and bliss at least once a day . . . you should ask yourself, Am I really living? Because there are so many ways in this world to connect with the power of joy. To be swept off your feet by a positive vibe. Choosing the right ones, the ones that will mean the most and endure, takes a little more effort. It requires unlocking your soul, baring your inner self. Permitting that self to recognize and accept, to trust and believe it is real, not a hoax or a falsehood but actually there right in front of you.
If and when you are fortunate enough to stumble across what makes you inutterably, ecstatically, quixotically, unfathomably happy in this world . . . then you, too, have been touched by the light of a blue moon.
blue moon
On a storm-fraught eve lit by happenstance
At a time when fools could be slapped by chance
I did wemble aponder from my shrouded life
Drawn awry like a tide in the Sea Of Strife
How my heart did flutter, my belly churn
For the untold secrets I was soon to learn
My gourd felt dazed yet my notions were keen
And it seemed as if my toes turned green
The air had dissolved to twinkle-dust
Of the sort that a fairy or star may thrust
Though I couldn’t be certain, was it all a fad?
I just knew without knowing I was going mad
In the order of Chaos, there is always a calm
Ere the needle eye blinks and pricks the palm
As the echo of silence rings clearer than truth
’Twas there I should ramble ’pon the dusk of youth
By blue moonlight, in the breadth of a gasp
I would end up treading far enough to grasp
The fleeting whisper of a newborn sigh
Abrim with hope for the millionth try
Hence I whirligiggled, spinning swift on end
Round the basking glory of my best pretend
Winsome fantasy woven out beyond
The farthest ripple of the vastest pond
I might stagger and keel, do a somersault
Juggle fiery torches with nary a fault
Peering down the jaws of a dangerous endeavor
How I deemed myself so immensely clever
Yet here was I at the edge of the haze
In the wink of a fly, through the twists of a maze
Yond the bend of a dream, past the point of return
To live in the moment, I had so much to learn
Hither-dither I bustled neath a webbed canopy
Of shark-toothen snaggles that grimaced at me
Whether brambled or briared, thorns are mostly the same
They will stab and will sting you, for their barbs have no shame
Till asudden and sideways I was jerked from this plight
Given hope for the morrow in a blue moon’s rare light
With an unending smile curved across my whole face
I gave in to a mania that made my blood race
Imbalanced, thoughts cartwheeled and delirium spread
While magnetized splendors did romp in my head
Perception had altered and night become day
Though the blue moon that struck me rebounded away
Will things wane to normal when my dizziness passes?
Might I simply discover I need a new pair of glasses?
The mirror tells me I’ve changed and will not be content
With less than the wackiness of being moon-bent.
a reckoning
It was the kind of swallow that squeaks
Like the skid of a rubber sole
And emerged from a steepening hollow
In the pithy shaft of an aching hole
Released out of some inner chamber
Where the soul is raw, the flesh laid bare
With an effort I made that gulp
From the fetid depth of a devil’s care
While I stood there in the shadow
Awaiting breathless to be received
It is then that confidence departs
And truth can fail, our lies believed
Uncertainty will make us falter
Our tongues be tied, our voices shy
But caught up in that frigid silence
It behooved me that I had to try
To shed these bonds of circumstance
That frozen pose of helplessness
I knew that I must break this ice
Else languish always more or less
Within the grip of fear or tension
A mere resemblance, a slim facade
Each moment we decide anew
Which way our fortitude should plod
When trapped at such an intersection
Of static vulnerability
Where every choice determines fate
Whether small or great to some degree
We can’t be certain right or left
What consequences it may bring
All I could do was forge ahead
And face another reckoning.
The Shudders
In a house on a hill lurked a crooked soul
Whose ambition was gnarled like a gallows pole
He dressed in drabness and wore a sneer
A diamond flashed on the lobe of one ear
His goatee was pointed, his eyebrows thin
The lout could carve by the tip of each chin
And many a fortune did the scoundrel maraud
Filching and looting with scantly a nod
The scalawag rued no callous deed
For Snefarious Grumsquat was a man in need
Who desired wealth far more than his worth
And rose well above a meager birth
By conniving and scheming and acts uncouth
How he chortled at collecting a debtor’s gold tooth
Nothing was sacred to a scurve such as he
Robbing children, old ladies quite diligently
Until a night should settle unlike any other
A mantle of blackness that could nearly smother
The villain was home with a cup of rum cocoa
Cackling to himself as if he were loco
When the shutters on the window began to rattle
In demonic rage, spewing constant prattle
It was hardly rational, thus he bolted from his chair
Wondering who was behind it? What fool could dare?
But he spied no trick, they were simply haunted
The shutters terrified him to the state of daunted
Snefarious uttered “Bah!” as evil men do
And the window subsided, then exploded unto . . .
Thus the churl was studded by slivers of glass
Resemblant of a porcupine from the upper class
His shutters kept banging with dire volition
Snef screamed realizing that this was perdition
His transgressions had led to a cosmic unlife
Where his crimes would be punished by torturous strife
That reduced him to squatting in the corner alone
Palms clamped to his ears with a long keening moan
And there he would stay till he crumbled to dust
They found his remains just a pile of rust
Corroded to residue, swept up by a broom
Succumbed to the shudders, this man made of gloom.
quantum
A scrap of Evil once flaked off
And floated on a wicked wind
To touch a woman giving birth
She clenched her babe to stay within
The particle resumed its flight
As the mother’s final breath expired
Its subsequential resting place
Would be a Norseman’s funeral pyre
He rose up out of flaming death
To brandish sword and wreak despair
An orange corona framed his skull
Which reeked of ire and burning hair
The grim iota thencely sought
A queen to reign for just a speck
She sent her army off to meet
A cruel demise for that stray fleck
It drifted then upon a horsey
Who bucked a cowboy’s head clean off
Devoured the clowns and rodeo fans
And anyone who had to cough
The smidge of Evil wafted over
To land upon a hummingbird
That pecked the eyes of passersby
It thought to be absurd
The grain would fly onto a sister
Whose habit was to feed the needy
The nun poured poison on the food
Declaring hunger greedy!
That element had flitted next
To a sorcerer whose destiny
To wave his arms, conduct the stars
Aligned them alphabetically
This repercussed in untold ways
And could have left Earth in the dark
A cold and barren hunk of rock
Bereft of heat, forlornly stark
But the quantum flotsam came to rest
On an evildoer’s takeout meal
Two wrongs added up into a force
That Energy, Space and Time could feel
The stars rearranged to their proper place
Disrupting the chip off Evil’s curse
Though the fact remains that a tiny change
Could upset the balance of the universe!